Friday, July 9, 2010

#219: Evening Prayers

Lord, you awakened me tonight with a burning heart, not for my own suffering, but to remember those I love and who love me. Thank you for the chance to lift up your children in prayer on this holy evening.

Bless my wife M tonight. Her sleep is so deep and restful, yet she stirrs at a sigh from one of her family, caring for us though barely awake herself. Grant her your peace and strength as she continues to hold us together. Help me to minister to her, even as she blesses me each moment.

Be with Mum tonight. These are difficult nights for a mother, unsure of her son's fate. Even as your own blessed Mother suffered with you, she suffers. Grant her your comfort and peace tonight. We know that our every moment is in your hands. Help us to trust one another to your care and grant us peaceful rest.

Bless D, BJ, C, T, A, M, C, M, T, and all in my family who sleep with cancer in their beds tonight. keep them safe from the anxieties of the night that would rob them of their rest, and shake their hope in your salvation. Lord, the night is long, but your love is longer.

Merciful God, do not forget those who are seeking the help of your doctors and healers. Guide our judgement and grant us good counsel so that you might be glorified through our continued lives. Be with us when we meet, grant us strength to lift one another up in laughter and in prayer. Nurture our hope. Feed our faith.

It's a lot to ask, God. I don't usually like to be so demanding when we talk like this, but there's a lot to be done, and I have made promises. Bless R and J and P as they struggle under burdens that are so unfair and seem so cruel. I don't know if this is your fault or not, but I know that your blessings are sure and your mercy is sufficient to give comfort to us, even when it feels as if all creation is against us. Please keep their hope alive.

Be with "Fadda T' as he ministers to your children. We are an unruly bunch, often difficult to manage or understand. bless him with your wisdom as he seeks to be our good priest.

There are others on my heart tonight, Lord. Names I know and names I've forgotten. For C who is afraid tonight. For K who is so angry. For D who doesn't know what's going to happen to her husband, or to her if she loses him. For R who, for all I know is awake and praying for me right now. I wouldn't be the least bit surprised. You know what they need, God, though I don't. Cover them with your protection to give them peace tonight. Tomorrow's troubles can wait for tomorrow.

For myself? I'm not sure what to pray for myself. Help me to live. Keep me faithful. Let me act again. Guide my steps so that my life as a survivor will be more full of meaning, of purpose, of LIFE than the one I have been living. Make me a good husband, son, friend. Lord, continue the mighty work you are doing in my life. I want to be your man. In your time and by your grace, I beg you to make it so.

Thank you for all the blessings of this life, and most especially for your love. Teach us to love as you love us.

And finally, I ask a special blessing on all who share these words tonight. We come together in fellowship here, drawn by things we may not understand. But whatever brings us, we have the opportunity to love and know one another better in this place, and in so doing, we come to love and you. Be present here with us, Lord, and when we part, go with us that we might take the light you give us out into the world.

I ask a lot, but I ask in the name of the one who gave all, my savior Jesus Christ.




  1. Thank you for including us in your prayer time. I don't understand why we are going through what we are but I do know that the Lord is with us and that many are praying and that is the most meaningful thing of all.

    Even though it is so hard to see my husband and son suffer I do have a peace. My young son is so brave and refuses to stop living even though the St. Louis doctor was surprised that he was still working and working full time. Yes, it is hard for him to get around but I won't take his pride in work away from him. He is an amazing young man and I am so blessed to have him as my son.


  2. Prayers continue...and want you to know that Your blog continues to be an amazing source of inspiration and strength. Thank you, thank you, thank you!


  3. Bob,
    Thank you for your beautiful prayer. I was so moved by it and I pray that He will guide your support network and continue to give you HOPE and renew your FAITH. He will provide. Please know that you are Blessed and that you are a blessing. Thank you so much. You, Martha, and your Mum are in my prayers.

  4. Martha & Bob:
    Thanks as always for your powerful insight & magic words. You are a blessing to all who are here.
    Back from IL & will touch base very soon. Great trip. Appreciation from former students helped heal wounds that we share.
    God Bless.

  5. So glad some of your prayers have been answered, in that you are still on earth, making a difference for others' battles, and providing inspiration. Beautiful selfless prayers.


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